Saturday, December 12, 2009
Jesus is my best friend.
What a blessing this day has been.
Praise God for that! :D
Our GYG focused on surrendering everything to the Lord and being totally dependent on HIM.
This is quite a challenge I must say. It is almost natural for people, such as myself, to be dependent on worldly things. I was just talking to my good friend some days ago about decisions that i should be making. It was in this conversation that I was reminded once more that our own strength should not be the one we are using. There will be times when God weakens us so that His glory will be revealed. It just struck me..seeing how appropriate that is at this point in my life.
So yes, I am taking on the challenge. I surrender everything to the Lord..every little thing, every little problem, every little decision..I shall confide all to the Lord.
He is the only one who has total control.
8:44 AM
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
half way through Job
i plan to finish it tonight so i could start on another book tomorrow.
and i'm using the diary again. YAY!
Good evening. God loves you! :D
2:52 AM
Monday, December 7, 2009
Praise God for the good things. :D
these past few days have just been filled with both happy and sad emotions, both at extreme levels. oh what joy! haha.
Still, I thank God for everything. :D
1:34 AM
Sunday, November 29, 2009
oh life. :P
Yesterday was a Sunday.. a fun-filled one.
I woke up later than I hoped for. It was 9am. Late considering that I have to meet a friend at the train station at 10am. So I rushed my shower and got ready. I arrived almost half an hour after ten but it was okay.
So we went to spend some time with former street children. They are now being cared for by a foundation. It was really fun. everyone was so excited..the energy level was just HIGH. I especially liked the games where the volunteers and the children were paired up. It was plain to see that everybody was really into it and that just made everything more FUN!!
there was something sad about parting ways with them. Hopefully, i'll find myself visiting them again or doing another activity such as this.
okay..next stop: our church. me and my friend, Mae, went their for the youth concert.
my brothers were already there when we arrived. it was really a good experience. :D
i also got to see some friends that i missed so much. (special note: KATH :D)
after the concert, a friend gave me his purple shirt that i have been asking him for. i did not think that he would seriously give it to me. but then he did, so i was like YAY! haha.
I went home feeling really happy about how that Sunday turned out. Thank God for that.
Of course, I couldn't deny that it was also SO tiring. I went home and had dinner with my family.
Soon after, I fell asleep.. too tired to write about it. So there.
It was a good day.
7:07 PM
Saturday, November 28, 2009
it's not pride. it's self respect.
my face is flushing. i don't even know how i feel right now.
sad and angry at the same time. not such a good combination.
okay i put my thoughts of the day in parts but i'll put them together here.
after all, no one reads it. HA!
anyway, i just feel like someone is taking me for granted.
i clearly don't deserve it since i do all i can for that person.
it hurts. you probably guessed that.
well, i don't want to be affected by it anymore, seeing that THAT person won't change anytime soon.
so i shall resort to caring less. i just wish i could stick to the plan.
i mean there's too much emotional involvement.
oh and by the way..this is not a romantic relationship! (which is the funny part..it might sound like it is..it's not. seriously. haha :P)
this is just about friends who are not being good friends. yes, as easy and as complicated as that.
like i said, i should care less. just so i won't keep on getting hurt.
going back to the title..it's not pride. it's self respect.
P.S. in the remote possibility that THAT person reads this..
i got something to say: if the shoe fits, WEAR it! (because i am SO tired.)
wow. this is making me SO emotional. I don't like this..at all.
okay. *thinks happy thoughts* bye! :D
9:31 AM
Thursday, November 26, 2009
friends don't leave each other
hmm..just a significant feeling from today's activities.
well, i don't want to dwell on this.
i just know it involves friends, McDo and some texting.
I wonder if it will make sense to me when I read this after a year.
Well, i hope it does. :D
7:58 AM
okay, that was just me being stupid. :P
was finally able to edit the profile. yay! :D
7:35 AM
